PaInt tHe LiF3

有人说：上帝造人是公平的

人，永远无法十全十美

美满人生的背后总有一段过去

曾经伤心，才懂得何为快乐

曾经失去，才懂得如何珍惜

曾经失望，才懂得抱着期望

然而，

这些却是十全十美是无法体会的

人生是个选择题

总是烦恼该做些什么样的选择

选择这个，就得放弃另一个

有得就有失

放不下过去，就会觉得负担

背起沉重的背包

把自己累坏了，也发现快乐不见了

选择了，不是吗？

抱怨他人对自己的不好

自己的改变是他人的过错

每天不完美的遭遇起源于他人

真的是这样吗？

我并不是十全十美

唉，我还是健忘第一名

有个朋友常说我患了失忆症，还未老先衰呢

所以别问我昨天以前的事，因为

我不记得（除非你提醒我，否则很抱歉）

糊里糊涂，我行我素，自以为是，懒得思考

总以为大家都一样

所以常忽略别人的想法和心情

真心话往往都是残忍的

犯了过错才知道抱歉·内疚和检讨

我不否认我曾做错事

所以，很抱歉

因为

我的，不完美

但我依然还是我

Well, this is my 1^st blog for this brand new year – 2011. Those sadness and unhappy things have to leave behind, where it’s only the way for everyone to step into a hopeful “Rabbit Year” =D

I got good news for myself in this month where I got all passed for my final exam last semester. Maybe it seems nothing special for others but quite a long time I do not get all pass in my result. Every semester I got failed subject…. Sometime I almost want give up studies cos I keep getting poor result for my degree papers even study hard. That’s why I felt that life is not despair or sorrow as what we think when we are fell down. Rainbow is in my eyes, doesn’t it? hehe!

Hey, time pass very fast and January for 2011 will end soon after 4days later. It means that Chinese New Year is around the corner! One week holiday is going to start and everybody is waiting “Ang Pao” fall onto their hands, do you? ^^

Ohya! Last thing is my wish for this year. Erm, I hope everyone will has a special and happy in 2011 and of course, I hope that I can get a flying color result in my final semester for my degree and everything can walk smoothly in my life.

Finally, may all of you will have a wonderful and happy CNY ya…
must get many many ang pao oh!

Gong Hei Fatt Choi !!

我喜欢你。。
我非常的喜欢你。。。
我真的真的很喜欢你。。。。
strategic management,你听到没？？
你是否能接受我呀？？
以简洁的方式告诉我关于你所有的一切。。。
好让我能够更进一步了解你好吗？？
你有太多的角色，
而我。。
面对你那么久，
却还是无法搞懂你。。
唉，
给我多一些的提示好吗？
我。。
是真心的。。。
你感觉到了吗？？= x
我真的很努力在催眠自己，搞懂你。。。

老天爷爷，
帮帮忙吧。。。
我真怕记不完啊~~ =（
给些暗示我吧 (^.^)

It's Saturday!
Okay, i totally don't what to blame actually =p
Woke up early in the morning,
after bath and breakfast,
is time to walk out waiting bus to sit for International Marketing test.
I have been checked the bus schedule for few times to make sure i am not going to miss it.
Unfortunately, the bus was not coming and even taxi uncle told me security guard not allowed them to fetch student go in UNI..
Speechless....what can i do to make it on time? no idea....
What to do? --> WAIT for next bus...
At the end, i was late for 35minutes and the test is only 1hour. Even, i got reason but it seem not acceptable to the lecturer.
OKAY, fine... I just used that 25min to finish the test.."tikam, tikam, and tikam"
(1st time finish test so fast >.< )
I have no idea whether i did it correctly but what only i can do right now is to pray to God.
hope i can past please~~
Suddenly i felt i was very "yeng"..haha!
Can finish it on time...fuiyoh! =D

I really don’t know how to describe my feeling right now. It’s make my life became miserable and mess. I always thought that I were tough and brave. I always believe that harvest always come to you if you have put efforts into it.

I have been tried once and once but life is full with the challenges. I am still the loser in this situation. I can’t accept with the result I get just now. Once again the result proves that I have no talent to continue study in the university. Once again the result slip showed me that I am the loser no matter how I were trying to fight with it from past until now. How many times I still need to face with this disappointed result. It doesn’t mean how much efforts you put on it will get the same value or even more than that to yourself. A friend asked me not to give up since I have been tried my best to continue study until final year. Yea! You are right; I still have two semesters then can finish my degree next year. But I can’t accept the termination appear again and again in my result.

I felt unhappy to study in this university. I felt stress and always been trapped in a cage. Just like a bird with broken wings even freedom is there. I don’t know how to tell to my friend or even my family members. I always promise myself not to make people around me worry. I hope that I can handle problems myself and don’t want to be troublesome.

Rainne is exhausted now. Disappointed to myself…. Fed up with this mess studies life… shame with the result I got today. I am sorry… >.<