Wednesday, August 18, 2010
“Hello, hello, baby; you called. I can’t hear a thing. I have got no service in the club you see, see... Wha-Wha-What did you say? Oh, you're breaking up on me…Sorry, I cannot hear you, I'm kinda busy. K-kinda busy K-kinda busy…”
“Yalo…”
“Today no class meh? Still want sleep ar?”
“Later have class at 11pm lo…why?”
“Haha! Then you should thank me cos I gave u morning calls ler…haha!”
“…..”
“Actually just want ask you when you are coming back? This week or next week?”
“Next Friday or Saturday lo.”
“Ok! Then I ask Michelle back next week too! Hehe! ”
Anyway, my dear sister was always did her responsibility to update me something that related to my family or even something happened in my hometown. Same as usual, she was updating me about my family members. But this time had a bad news from my hometown which a fatty aunty was died in her house for 3days only got people knew it. When I heard it, I really get a shock and I just felt that it’s unbelievable. I am surprise with it and felt sympathize to the aunty. She is a widow and lives alone in my hometown. I still remember the last time I saw her was in the coffee shop. She still has talked with me and my mum. But now everything gonna to change. I suddenly felt sad and nervous. I felt wanna go back home to see my mummy… I just felt scare, I don’t hope my mum stay alone in my house… I hope to accompany her…After the news; it totally makes me be down in spirits. What could we think about this? Is only can say life is unpredictable!
* I m just always felt guilty to my mum in everything *
* No matter how much I did, that’s not enough *
* Only the one, my mum *
Monday, August 16, 2010
I am happy because I just received news from a best friend which she got boyfriend already. How long I do not hear good news from friends. It’s really paint some color for my Sunday. Haha! I am really excited now! Don’t ask me why, cos I also don’t know it. But I am sure is after the news I got just now.. happy yeah yeah !!
FATE~ It’s really difficult to explain it.. How you guys think about FATE? It happened without give any announce to you. Reach silently without any hints. It’s just find you as usual when it’s know is time to get your love. It’s amazing right? Haha! Don’t try to avoid you yourself from it cos you will regret soon. No doubt after a relationship start, believe to what you did, trust yourself, the only good relationship is maintained by both people. Oh my goodness! Now a song by Cheryl Cole – “Fight For This Love” just pop out, it is just so coincidence, how you think huh? Haha! Chance only have one, once you miss it, that’s no way to turn back. Fight for the love, everyone have the right to do so where future in on your hand.
If you think that you are not to accept because you scare of broke the friendship then you are wrong! Totally wrong! Don’t be selfish, who you are according to and set this statement? Everyone have a chance to chase what they think is valuable for them. Please don’t use an unreasonable reason such “I don’t want to lose a friend like you” to reject the one who chase you. This is really hurt the one who plan to have a better relationship between you n him. Cos of friendship that’s why cannot accept then what for COUPLE appear in the world? Don’t use friendship as shield for you to reject it. Don’t even think that you can still remain the actually friendship after the profession. You should know everything will change even you do not accept the offer. Only two become one that’s call COUPLE, am I right? Listen to your heart; it’s always truthfulness no matter in what situation.
At the end, I hope all my friends around me no matter in the status of single, in d relationship or even in complicated can have happy and wonderful days in their life. CHERISH ya!
Best wishes from me ^^ muackzz !!
Wednesday, March 10, 2010
eMmm...actually i have no idea what i am going to write...
i just felt that i need to update my blog..or not later you all say me lazy bun..haha!
ok...it's a suffering day for me to go attend 8am MA lecture class..
i like morning weather..it's really cold, beautiful and good to sleep anyway =p
but...if you are wake up by nightmare, i don't think that can make my day colorful lolz...
can you imagine a cat suddenly jump toward you attract and bite you??
omg...its really a crazy, abnormal and hormonal imbalance cat that i never see before...ishhhhhhhhh
it is not a good way to wake me up pls...make me gonna crazy also...
~tired...~
eyes can't open also...
felt want to skip...
lazy want to huddle together to get into bus...
at the end...i was sitting in the class...
i have been try my best to open my eyes Big Big...
unfortunately, its only can open half...limit ady...== fishing somemore...damn funny lar wei~
finally class ended...
"is time to go back and sleep again" i heard someone said in my mind...
ya...i agreed....back and sleep again....
even 15minutes i also want sleep...i really beh tahan jor...
~i love my bed very much~~haha
15minutes later..i was eating Laksa outside v my frenz...yummi...yummi...cheap n nice..i like it..
at that moment, my mind was "debating" whether skip or attend FSA tutorial class...
haiz....y everything need to make decision...really mafan...@@
YA! u can see me if you were in the class...good student rite??keke!!
i felt that my tutor was linguist...i totally dunno what she was talking in front...my hand only moving fast on the paper to copy the answer...
haiz....i only can see the numbers dancing in front my eyes...omg~~
give me sometimes....sure i catch u all 2gther....tie up and "master" you all geh...keke!
wait me~~
"is time to daydream again"
Monday, March 1, 2010
how you guys want to know what others thinking in their mind?
is that really so difficult?
from psychological perspective, it always mention that human is complicated where they have thought by thinking themselves.
but how about if one never try to understand the other and only know to blame when things happen out of out expectation?
~everything has the limits~
i can't control myself when you are trying to challenge me...
innocent is a very good act to exclude you yourself from problem..but, please remember that i m not the one who can make sense with it..
i felt fed up when gonna do something with you...is ANYTHING really good to use as your decision making answer?
i very very HATE to hear it!!! what is DISCUSSION?? what is planning or outing TOGETHER?? ask for opinion...ANYTHING...ask for suggestion...WHATEVER...
WTT......! ishhhhhhhhh
don't know what people is thinking? nevermind........
don't know why people get angry? also nevermind.............
if you don't know yourself did something wrong and still thought another was emotional, i really speechless then..... don't ne the one who are very INNOCENT k.....?!
this is the BIG problem, my dear~!!
~i really need to abreact~
Saturday, June 13, 2009
Long long time i update my blog...every day just know to become pig~~haha!! =P
Anyway, this year quite a lot of things happened. My friends and i have been terminated from sg long to kampar last year...so cham nia :( [who ask we all too playful..did not concentrate in study worr..]
We had stopped one semester and continued y2s1 in this year at kampar utar. before that we all don't know each other very well but after we all came to kampar had became closer than last time.my gang incluede me,wb,yy,kj,hy,kh,vinze,sky,and fs..erm, we all like to study at here even though kampar have no entertainment for us to past our free time. others people heard it also felt that we are crazy..haha~ why we like to stay here ler??no special reason i can answer for that..i just know that we all have fun at here..everyday go take lunch and dinner together..yamcha at mamak together..go school together...celebrate fs's birthday together...do what also together..everyday can passed happily with them..go school also have motivation lah..keke!!
now start the new semester already..i hope our friendship will be forever and can continue study until we graduate. =)
Hope all of us will happy 4v3R...
birthday boy ^^
celebrated fs's birthday at "wings"
~ cheers.....~
yy, fs, and sky
kj, fs, and afu
fs, wb, me, and hy
what he is looking huh?
this guy really like to act "cute" :S
