PaInt tHe LiF3

“Hello, hello, baby; you called. I can’t hear a thing. I have got no service in the club you see, see... Wha-Wha-What did you say? Oh, you're breaking up on me…Sorry, I cannot hear you, I'm kinda busy. K-kinda busy K-kinda busy…”

Yea! I am kinda busy sleeping actually…who is calling huh? Better don’t let me know cos I sure kick him or her 99… Eer…see the name I also don’t dare to kick people already…the one who woke me up from dream was my SISTER… Aiks!

“Wei! Still sleeping ar, pig?”

“Yalo…”

“Today no class meh? Still want sleep ar?”

“Later have class at 11pm lo…why?”

“Haha! Then you should thank me cos I gave u morning calls ler…haha!”

“…..”

“Actually just want ask you when you are coming back? This week or next week?”

“Next Friday or Saturday lo.”

“Ok! Then I ask Michelle back next week too! Hehe! ”

Mmm….this idea not bad! I really long time does not meet Michelle already. How long do we three have not been met together? I also don’t know it. Just know that’s really long enough (one hand can count the times we met in a year) I really wonder is anyone there having this kind of communication with sisters or brothers huh? @@

Anyway, my dear sister was always did her responsibility to update me something that related to my family or even something happened in my hometown. Same as usual, she was updating me about my family members. But this time had a bad news from my hometown which a fatty aunty was died in her house for 3days only got people knew it. When I heard it, I really get a shock and I just felt that it’s unbelievable. I am surprise with it and felt sympathize to the aunty. She is a widow and lives alone in my hometown. I still remember the last time I saw her was in the coffee shop. She still has talked with me and my mum. But now everything gonna to change. I suddenly felt sad and nervous. I felt wanna go back home to see my mummy… I just felt scare, I don’t hope my mum stay alone in my house… I hope to accompany her…After the news; it totally makes me be down in spirits. What could we think about this? Is only can say life is unpredictable!

A question was jump out in my mind: what decision would you made if you have a chance to go oversea now? Just go and chase your dream or choose to stay here? If today before sure I will choose to go oversea now as if my family could afford. But now I am sure that I won’t choose to do that decision even wan go anywhere, I will bring my mum too! At least must have one of us will accompany my mum…

Anyway, I am just….

* I m just always felt guilty to my mum in everything *

* No matter how much I did, that’s not enough *

* Only the one, my mum *