PaInt tHe LiF3

心情糟透了
烦闷 低落
看着电话
号码一堆
没有人
上网连线
名字很多
没有人
想找个人
懂我的人
了解我的人

终究
没有人
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可悲

悲伤 烦恼
让人想起还你这么一号人物
至少心中还有个位子留给你
高兴 快乐
让人毫不犹豫把你给忘了
也许是你的印象不够深刻吧
当自个儿喜怒哀乐
总该有那么一号人物会一闪而过呗
有呀
时间不对
距离遥远
种种理由
没差
终究还是
没有人
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无奈

人生呐
就那么一回
总是说
下次吧 等些时候吧 再等等吧
总是羡慕
却弄个圈圈
把自己给圈住了
没理由
习惯
总是犹豫
习惯
不知觉依赖
胆怯了
想找个人
改变自己
带我走出圈子
如同歌曲一样
潇洒走一回
不过
还是一样
没有人
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无言

大家总以为
身边朋友多
天天开心没烦恼
隐藏得太好了
其实
我很贪心
总是
奢望别人
懂我 了我 知我
反之
自己都搞不懂自己
却期盼别人的关心
心犹如海地针
自寻烦恼
活该

Waoo...!It's my 1st SATURDAY in Spore~!~! wakaka =D
I were happy because i only need to work half day...and tomorrow is MY DaY~~ haha
It's the second day i worked at the workplace...
Tired is the only word i can use to describe my situation even i did nothing much during work time.. @@
Now only I get to know the feeling of the employees when they end their work of the week~~haha!
The only reason could said be I am not get into the NEW environment Yet~~~
I have to wake up early in the morning and make sure i wont be late to work.It's really make me tortured within this two days.
The thing i did the most when i were at home before start work was SLEEP until I got enough...
OMG,I can't imagine the coming weekdays ~~ =.=

After worked, I received message from my sister that she went to JB and will back at night.
Mood turned down abit, I thought might see her and past time together after work =(
I think of binbin...how good will be my day as if she at here
Think of my lifetime in KL...hanging out with friends anytime, chit-chatting, watch movie and ..... =(
Suddently lost of direction...
Okay...Took MRT back and had lunch before i back hostel.
Think of the nearest library...Just walked to there~
Erm, spent my time until 6 something only took bus back.
I like the environment of the public library.
Very convinient, clean, comfortable, and many books~~~~ ^^

Oooppsss...
Got a friend said I am really cheap labor...haha!
I don't want to admit with that...but it's true, really...
I got no experience, but she told me that I can get better enough than current offer...coz i am a degree holder..
Well,maybe i am not confident with myself...
At least that offer can help me cover my monthly expenses and can save a bit, it's enought.
When i got the job, yet i felt lucky.
Am i stupid?or crazy??
I don't know...Go ahead...
Let you judge k~~

Think on positive site, i gain at the same time too (even i got an unexpected salary compare with others... =p )
You know what's that??
hehe..
"Healthy LifeStyle & Experience"
wake up at 5am and sleep at 10pm...haha! healthy or not? =p
Cause i do not hope i get miss of the bus and late to work. ^^
Do i maintain the healthy lifestyle in coming days?
eRrr....I am doubt too~~haha!
Low salary but Learn something = WORTH
Treat as a challenge...! It might help me in future,right? ^^
Looking forward ya~~~

Have a nice weekend oh ^^

woke up already 1o o'clock something.
stomach is noising....
bought a magazine only took a breakfast before continue to buy others things.
biscuits, Maggie cup, Milo, and bed sheet.
what else huh.....
erm...went to public library for a short time, then no more....
back to hostel, i accidentally locked the door which only the owner has the key..
omg~~ its mean that i locked me myself and my sister in the house...!
sister need to work in the evening shift, but i locked her in the house too!
haiz.....what to do? wait the owner back home then...
2nd in spore already make a mistake...
guilty...feel sorry to my sister, even thought she said is not my fault, nevermine....
arghhhhh!! can't imagine my life going to start in this new country...
tomorrow will start my 1st job in spore.
feel scare....
really hope everything will be fine...
god bless me, please ~~

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