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Well, this is my 1^st blog for this brand new year – 2011. Those sadness and unhappy things have to leave behind, where it’s only the way for everyone to step into a hopeful “Rabbit Year” =D

I got good news for myself in this month where I got all passed for my final exam last semester. Maybe it seems nothing special for others but quite a long time I do not get all pass in my result. Every semester I got failed subject…. Sometime I almost want give up studies cos I keep getting poor result for my degree papers even study hard. That’s why I felt that life is not despair or sorrow as what we think when we are fell down. Rainbow is in my eyes, doesn’t it? hehe!

Hey, time pass very fast and January for 2011 will end soon after 4days later. It means that Chinese New Year is around the corner! One week holiday is going to start and everybody is waiting “Ang Pao” fall onto their hands, do you? ^^

Ohya! Last thing is my wish for this year. Erm, I hope everyone will has a special and happy in 2011 and of course, I hope that I can get a flying color result in my final semester for my degree and everything can walk smoothly in my life.

Finally, may all of you will have a wonderful and happy CNY ya…
must get many many ang pao oh!

Gong Hei Fatt Choi !!

我喜欢你。。
我非常的喜欢你。。。
我真的真的很喜欢你。。。。
strategic management,你听到没？？
你是否能接受我呀？？
以简洁的方式告诉我关于你所有的一切。。。
好让我能够更进一步了解你好吗？？
你有太多的角色，
而我。。
面对你那么久，
却还是无法搞懂你。。
唉，
给我多一些的提示好吗？
我。。
是真心的。。。
你感觉到了吗？？= x
我真的很努力在催眠自己，搞懂你。。。

老天爷爷，
帮帮忙吧。。。
我真怕记不完啊~~ =（
给些暗示我吧 (^.^)

It's Saturday!
Okay, i totally don't what to blame actually =p
Woke up early in the morning,
after bath and breakfast,
is time to walk out waiting bus to sit for International Marketing test.
I have been checked the bus schedule for few times to make sure i am not going to miss it.
Unfortunately, the bus was not coming and even taxi uncle told me security guard not allowed them to fetch student go in UNI..
Speechless....what can i do to make it on time? no idea....
What to do? --> WAIT for next bus...
At the end, i was late for 35minutes and the test is only 1hour. Even, i got reason but it seem not acceptable to the lecturer.
OKAY, fine... I just used that 25min to finish the test.."tikam, tikam, and tikam"
(1st time finish test so fast >.< )
I have no idea whether i did it correctly but what only i can do right now is to pray to God.
hope i can past please~~
Suddenly i felt i was very "yeng"..haha!
Can finish it on time...fuiyoh! =D

I really don’t know how to describe my feeling right now. It’s make my life became miserable and mess. I always thought that I were tough and brave. I always believe that harvest always come to you if you have put efforts into it.

I have been tried once and once but life is full with the challenges. I am still the loser in this situation. I can’t accept with the result I get just now. Once again the result proves that I have no talent to continue study in the university. Once again the result slip showed me that I am the loser no matter how I were trying to fight with it from past until now. How many times I still need to face with this disappointed result. It doesn’t mean how much efforts you put on it will get the same value or even more than that to yourself. A friend asked me not to give up since I have been tried my best to continue study until final year. Yea! You are right; I still have two semesters then can finish my degree next year. But I can’t accept the termination appear again and again in my result.

I felt unhappy to study in this university. I felt stress and always been trapped in a cage. Just like a bird with broken wings even freedom is there. I don’t know how to tell to my friend or even my family members. I always promise myself not to make people around me worry. I hope that I can handle problems myself and don’t want to be troublesome.

Rainne is exhausted now. Disappointed to myself…. Fed up with this mess studies life… shame with the result I got today. I am sorry… >.<

101010, what will you think when you see this number? Everyone will have different experience on that day. This is because it’s only occur only once in our lifetime, doesn’t it?

I am sure this number will become a special and memorable day for my primary school friend- Yee Chek. A day received numerical wishes from relatives and friends… A day which started changes her life to be walk together with her husband… A day that make them “two become one” where everything is not only one but have to share together, face together, and settle together… They found each other in thousand million people in the world, it’s a FATE right? ^^

I am happy on that day because I became one of witnesses to the marriage. Before, I have been heard that bride will always be the one who is prettier in the life. I am totally agreed with that after I have saw my friend- the bride on that wedding day. It is not easy to maintain the relationship between couple until get marriage. I don’t know more things about her and her husband but I believe that both of them will be the happy couple in the future.

Congratulation and wish you two will happy forever after =）